My Cry whom No One Will Know Expect u!!! Thank U!!!

27 12 2008

My Father…
My Saviour…
I am sorry that I did it again…
I am sorry…
I was helpless…
I lost to myself once again…

What can I really do…
Am I to leave?
Is that the better choice that I could take?
Why must it be next year ?
Am I to depart from my fellow friends?
Am I to make such decisions?

Could I have a better choice to make?
I don’t wish to leave…
Why am I caught in this now?
When I see myself shining from Glory to Glory…
When I know I could do better and serve in this CG…
Why to do choose to let me leave?

Why?
Why?
Why?

** Sorry that I am and choose to be emo for the past few post and even currently**
** Just leave me alone to think…**
** I am no one…**
** I hate you! **
** I hate myself too!**
** I am just back to myself…**
** My old self **

Loves,
Ada.
:D