Lost; miserable…

23 02 2009

hmm…
it had been ages since I last blog…
Over the month…
Many things had happen…
But only some knows what happen…

Anyway,
I din expect much…
after the 1st week of feb…
I had been looking for a job…
I spent a week sending out resumes to companies for job applications…
none replied me until last week…

I went for 2 interview…
the 1st interview…
I screwed it up…
y?
is because i din like the environment and is not a calling for me to work there…
hmm…
but for the 2nd interview i went…
I inspect the environment…
n find it a place that I wanted to be in…
So I prayed after that interview…
I will make it for the 2nd one…
Indeed on thurs… I made it for the 2nd interview… Praise the lord…
Indeed I felt that place in a calling from God to make wonders over the marketplace he is placing me in…
Looking forward to start work on 2nd mar….

Hmm…
anyway, I felt I am in the lost…
I realli don’t get wad you wan…
U 1st told me you dun wan to get into any relationship…
But now you are some how confessing to me you like me…
what you realli one…
I do not know…
I felt you are making mi in the lost…
I sometime hate you… as i felt u are toying with my feeling for u…
I dun noe how could i trust your words…

Cheers,
Ada.





Loving; Thank you.

11 02 2009

Hmm…
It’s seem long since I last blog…
From I last blog till now…
Many things had happen…

From end of Jan till now…
I have officially ended my Poly life…
Begin of my work life…
Looking and hunting for a job I like is not easy…
It really needs a lot of time and patience…

Over the past few days…
On 2 Feb – I cleared my Report…
On 3 Feb – I cleared my Presentation…
On 6 – 8 Feb – I cleared my Graduation Showcase!!
Within a week and I cleared my final lap…

Looking back since 1 Jan to now…
A struggle I was in…
And at point to point of time…
I did ask and where was my daddy in heaven…
He wasn’t with me during this point of time…
I was left alone…
I trusted in him but he wasn’t there for me…
I was disappointed…
I was really helpless…
I was there suffering and where was him?

Since then from I last went to church till now…
I have no desire to go back to church…
I have no desire to go for service…
I have no desire to go for morning or evening prayer…
I hope my trust and hope that I used to have for my daddy in heaven…

During my Graduation Showcase…
I given out a number of my namecard out to people…
In return…
No news of job…
Over the 2 days…
I sent out my resume to jobs that I like and I want to go for…

Anyway,
Buddy… My dear….
Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone…
Thanks for being my support in this period of time…
Thanks for showering me with love, care and concern…

Cheers,
Ada
:D