Lost

hmm…
I really wonder how many people have went thru what I went thru these days…
Let me explain myself..
I lost my job on 14 April 2009, at the same time I lost my keys on the very day.
And I have share with many about my sorrow over my lost keys…
I have did my best searching for it and even prayed for it…
But nothing happened…
Over the past few days, I have given up the hope on looking for it…
I then made a new set of keys…
But out of the blue or I should say…
This morning while I was still sleeping…
My sister smack me wake up…
I was like blur and shouted what the hell!
Then she showed me my brunch of lost keys…
I then shocked out of my life and asked her where she found it…
She told me it was @ her CD Pouch…
I was like WHAT! WHEN AND WHERE THE HELL IT WENT THERE FOR!
Then my bro concluded that i took my sis cds before so likely I ve left it there
But I remembered very clearly that I din have the time to touch my sis stuff…
Gosh…

But anyway… I am delighted…
Hope finding a job will be like this lost keys…
Hope it is coming soon…
A perfect job…

Thanks for those whom showered their concern over me…
I appreciate all the care your have for me…
Thanks a lot!!!

Hmm oh ya…
Any1 want to join me for the SHAPE run…
is only 5KM or 10 KM …
Not a marathon after all…
If interested… sign up for it tmr…!!!
TMR IS THE EARLY BIRD SIGN UP SPECIAL!!!
Go for it my babes…

Cheers,
Ada

Unspeakable heart…

Hmm…
Guys thanks for all your concern…
I know you all are there behind me…
but at times i feel how trusted are your at times…
when I din want to let your help me to spread the news after all…
Why must your be the ones spreading the news for me…
I feel when it is time I will let your know…
So don’t ask me further more!

Anyway… over the past 1 & e half months @ there i am after all happy…
My time spending to meet and know new friends was great…
I am thankful that I leave the horrible place…
No life…
Full of struggle just to meet deadline like hell…
And the worse is that I don’t or do not even know what the hell was going on…
God knows how much I have tried and fail…
Failing down is just nothing or no more feeling to me…

My life is not just happy times…
But more of falling down…
YES at times I feel I am a totally failure…
I never feel that I can do anything well…
Forever being and helping but no ones appreciate…
I really wonder how much appreciated my help…
I believe none or should say can be counted!
Life are like that…
When you are good or famous…
Many will come to you…
But when you are @ your dullest time…
No one is there to help you or even sent a hand to help you…
All fly and run away…

But any way I am used to it…
My life is a loner…
have many friends but none are true friends…
all are just passerby…

I am just happy to be whom am I…
What ever happens to me…
I believe…
All that I need to account is not my friends…
But is my parents and family…

Who really knows how I feel or even went thru what I was…
Yes many may tell me…
Ya I feel for u…

Whatever is it…
I am determine and made up my mind…
Creative is not a profession for me…
But i will be my hobbies and leisure….
I will be heading to move on to another profession
be it what…
your will soon find out soon…
my life is in my had…
My trust is no one…

in 5 years time….
I want to see myself to be where i wanted to be…

Cheers,
Ada…